Monday, 18 August 2008

fatigue

i found myself getting tired to the point of feeling fatigue very easily these couple of days after the funeral. in fact, i was so damned tired, i would fall into a deep sleep by about 11-plus every nite. and to top it off, bee bee told me i snored in my sleep. i didn't even know when sapphie barked at about 3-plus in the middle of the nite 2 nights ago.

was it becos the feeling that one huge load had been lifted that eased the psychological stress that had allowed my to sleep so well? or was it the fact that since my mum had also moved into my brother's place, my worries of possible falls in the middle of the night is no longer there? or was it simply becos of the feeling of relief that the funeral is finally over? or could it be simply that i am about to fall sick?

whatever it was, i just want to recover and to move on in life.

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