Saturday, 28 May 2005

You and me against the world - Helen Reddy



You and me against the world,
Sometimes it seems like you and me against the world,
When all the others turn their backs and walked away,
You can count on me to stay.

Remember when the circus came to town
How you were frightened by the clown,
Wasn't it nice to be around someone that you knew,
Someone who was big and strong and looking out for

You and me against the world,
Sometimes it seems like you and me against the world
And for all the times we've cried I always felt that
God was on our side.

And when one of us is gone,
And one of us is left to carry on,
Then remembering will have to do,
Our memories alone will get us through
Think about the days of me and you,
Of you and me against the world.

Brave New World

It's been a tumultous few weeks.

Now, I am starting life afresh. Spoke to my loved ones about my thoughts, my emotions, my life, the people in my life, my work, my future, etc.

It's so good to be able to let everything go and see things from a new perspective. Remembered that once I wrote the lyrics of this song "Once I was afraid I was petrified"... now, what comes to mind is the song that goes... "

You and me against the world... sometimes when all the others turn their back and walk away, you can count on me to stay, and when one of us is gone, when one of us is left to carry on..." well, maybe not totally relevant nor in the right context, but all I can say is that my mind is blank now and...

Anyway, to my new beginning.

I must be brave.

I must be strong.

I must carry on.

Monday, 23 May 2005

Horses

Earlier this year, my colleague told me that this year, I'll have lots of encounters (read - romantic encounters) with people born in the year of the Horse. I laughed it off. But of late, it seemed that I am experiencing many emotional ups and downs due to such people (esp someone born in 1978). And interestingly enough, those who send emails to me in Fridae giving me words of encouragements are almost exclusively from the Horse year too! Coincidences? How uncanny... Nonetheless, I sincerely thank all the ponies and horses (you know who you are!) for their kind words.

Bitten then Burnt

Bitten by the bug and burnt to the core.

My life over the past 3 plus weeks had been one of confusion, pain, happiness, etc all rolled into one. Abnormal behaviours exhibited during these weeks include constant checking of my phone for smses, constant yearning of phone calls, etc and all these never came.

Going out for dinners and shows and feeling loved and showered with care followed by cold shoulders, avoidance and silence. I am thoroughly confused. I found myself getting depressed time and again.

Perhaps it is time for me to let go.

Sunday, 22 May 2005

Beginning of the end?

Is this the beginning of the end? My 6th anniversary of coming together would be the new date for my parting of ways? Am I wrong to, for the first time in my life, decide to seek what I want and not what others want?

Tuesday, 17 May 2005

U're in the Q

Life sucks when someone u are madly in love with tells u that u are in the queue and that he cannot commit (as yet) as he feels bad for the other (few) who was before u... wat the %$%&*^(*%*& rite? move on, move on... life's too short to queue.

Sunday, 8 May 2005

When you say you love me - Josh Groban



Like the sound of silence calling,
I hear your voice and suddenly
I'm falling, lost in a dream.
Like the echoes of our souls are meeting,
You say those words and my heart stops beating.
I wonder what it means.
What could it be that comes over me?
At times I can't move.
At times I can hardly breath.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment, there's no one else alive

You're the one I've always thought of.
I don't know how, but I feel sheltered in your love.
You're where I belong.
And when you're with me if I close my eyes,
There are times I swear I feel like I can fly
For a moment in time.
Somewhere between the Heavens and Earth,
And frozen in time,
Oh when you say those words.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment, there's no one else alive

[bridge:]

And this journey that we're on.
How far we've come and I celebrate every moment.
And when you say you love me,
That's all you have to say.
I'll always feel this way.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
In that moment,

I know why I'm alive
When you say you love me.
When you say you love me.
Do you know how I love you?

My Confession - Josh Groban



I have been blind, unwilling to see
The true love you're giving.
I have ignored every blessing.
I'm on my knees confessing

That I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face.
I am staggered by your beauty,
Your unassuming grace.

And I feel my heart is turning,
Falling into place.
I can't hide
Now hear my confession.

I have been wrong about you.
Thought I was strong without you.
For so long nothing could move me.
For so long nothing could change me.
Now I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face.
I am captured by your beauty,
Your unassuming grace.
And I feel my heart is turning,
Falling into place.
I can't hide
Now hear my confession.

[bridge:]

You are the air that I breath.
You're the ground beneath my feet.
When did I stop believing?

Cause I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face.
I am staggered by your beauty,
Your unassuming grace.
And I feel my heart
Falling into place.

I can't hide
Now hear my confession.

I can't hide
Now hear my confession.

Hear my confession