disappeared

he has once again disappeared.

and now, he refused to tell me where he has gone to except that he is organising an event overseas and that he needed the money. and then i got a message telling me he was at the airport and that was it. he remains uncontactable and despite messaging him and calling him, there was no reply. the phone remains switched off. the anxiety is killing me.

superficially, i can simply accept what he said, about going overseas to organise an event. but that cannot be the reasons for hiding details of where he is, when will he be back, and for that matter, does not justify for the switching off of the phone and remaining uncontactable. and i am so tired to trying to justify for him why he was not contactable. have been having sleepless nights. hope he is safe. at this rate of things, and with my current state of health, i will go crazy. i need to keep myself sane. have decided to stop contacting him anymore. will talk when he is ready. 

wtf...