emo mum today

today, mum went all emo and refused to talk to me. i supposed she was angry with me. 

i went out last night after she retired, telling her that i wanted to watch a midnight show (i went out for a drink with bee instead). i came home close to midnight and retired to bed straightaway. shortly after that, i heard her walked out of her room and made her way to the living room. the maid had woken up and accompanied her to the living room. i heard them spoke for a while before things quieten. sometime later at about 4am, i heard commotion outside again. this time round, mum had summoned the maid to give her her medication, to which the maid told mum it was still too early and asked mum to sleep... i went back to sleep again after things quieten down. throughout both occasions, i kept in my room. i chose not to go out cos i didn't want to make a fuss out of it.

i woke up this morning to mum reprimanding why i came back close to midnight. why did you come back so late? she asked even before i could say anything. i told her i didn't watch any show and just decided to return as there was no good shows to watch. immediately, her suspicions went up. if you did not watch shows, why come back so late? she went on non-stop about it. i simply told her that i walked about. she didn't accept my answer. 

finally, instead of me being on the answering end, i turned around and asked her why she didn't sleep the whole night. of cos, i asked in a very nice manner. i simply reminded her that she should not think too much and retire with peace of mind. i asked if it was becos i went out for i noticed she always fail to sleep when i leave the house. she got angry after that... you do whatever you want to do. i don't care who you go out with or where you go... 

she went on for a while and after that, her mood swings started...

that was how she started avoiding me today.