catching up with bee

it's been almost 2 weeks since i saw bee. 

i must admit i was not happy with him for leaving the country when i was not around as we had agreed for him to look after the dog when i was overseas for work. and to make it worst he left the country with his colleagues. something that i cannot understand and have never done - go holiday with colleagues. i only holiday with people i am very close to. added to that, some of his colleagues are gay and naturally, i cannot help but wonder what the hell is going on between him and his colleagues. and as usual, these trips are over the weekend and whenever he leaves for such trips, he goes silent… and this is not the first time. in fact, it is the many many times already.

then again, understanding he needed a break from his own family issues, i didn't say anything and agreed that he should go. but i also couldn't help but feel uncomfortable about it. anyway, he came back on monday but we have not met in view of my hectic schedule through the week. coupled with that, he got himself occupied with his day-to-day issues once back. and finally today, we decided to meet for lunch given that i was not working. it was a quick lunch but frankly, my mind was not there. i was very distracted. i was still very blah over what happened with mum yesterday and its after-effects today.

sighs...