somehow with the thinking that i might be starting work in june made me feel a little anxious. there is a sense of urgency to want to do many things although i do not know exactly what - i need to meet up with my friends, i need to spent more time with my mum, i need to go for a break, i need to think through how sapphie will adapt to me new routine, etc etc etc... it strikes me that these are also probably the same thoughts that a person would think about when he/ she is told he/ she will die in a foreseeable, predictable near future. hmmm...
then again, there is the lazy side of me that says many of these things are not critical and that things will take care of itself, dinners and meals with friends can still continue after i start work, etc... i guessed i am just getting anxious. yes, talking about getting anxious, i also worry about whether i can cope with the work, the new routines, new people, etc. and i constantly need to also remind myself to stay positive, look forward to it as an learning process...
re-entering of workforce jitteries i guess...
:-)
then again, there is the lazy side of me that says many of these things are not critical and that things will take care of itself, dinners and meals with friends can still continue after i start work, etc... i guessed i am just getting anxious. yes, talking about getting anxious, i also worry about whether i can cope with the work, the new routines, new people, etc. and i constantly need to also remind myself to stay positive, look forward to it as an learning process...
re-entering of workforce jitteries i guess...
:-)
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