it's been a great start to the year... but of cos, there was quite some tensions yesterday, but i will not blog about it until later. after all, i have made the commitment to be more positive. so... ok, let this post be a more chim (deep) one. haha...
i took a look at the reflections about 2012, and i thought, oh my, it is a tat too negative... but then it also struck me that the only thing that we were all surest about in 2012 was the fact that THE WORLD DID NOT END! ok, i have digressed. let me get back to what i wanted to say. yup, it is about my reflections for the year. first and foremost, i did not even mention about my ex, james! i supposed this was the fact that i have finally moved on, and that james was but a small part of my life now. small but with a significant past, so, no less important.
secondly, i realized that almost all the things i have written about was about people that mattered to me. it reinforced the fact that we humans are ultimately very social in nature. despite the fact that i am a rather introverted person, people still formed a huge part of my life. and this will continue to be so in the many years to come!
thirdly, i also noticed that i have ordered my reflection themes in a certain way (people [including sapphie], self [spiritual], people around me [including bloggers], and work)... and i asked myself, have i subconsciously ordered it according to how i prioritize my life? that people, particularly family, as defined by my immediate blood relations, bee and sapphie are the top in my list of priorities? or perhaps that becos i see them as important, the impact the have on me was therefore most felt and thus appeared on the top of the list? and more interestingly, work is the lowest of my priorities amongst the various themes i wrote? perhaps there are some truth in all these points. and if so, i would therefore have to relook at this list of priorities as i reframe and work towards getting a more balanced life in 2013. yup, perhaps that is what i will do... for a start, perhaps spiritual well-being and self could be placed a little higher up? hmmm...
ok, enough for the reflections about the reflections. such meta-look at things are very typical of introverts like me. and yup, i do learn lots from it. it help me sort out my thoughts. haha, i am so sure people who are more extraverted would be like - OMFG! what the hell is this person doing...
haha... ok... will stop here.
time to start blogging for the year.
oh, i have started actually!
haha!
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