frustrating

it is fucking frustrating to have a mum throwing tantrums at you every morning for no good reasons. and all you can do is to keep convincing yourself that she is an old person who has mental issues and to keep going at it, keeping things in order, cleaning up after her mess, cleaning the urine all over, cleaning the soiled bedsheets, getting her her needs, and so on... and all the time trying to keep a straight, or a smily face. and she just go on having her mood swings and going on hunger strikes...

she has been at it for the past few weeks and today is the worst. last night, she was still ok, but this morning, woke up to her black face and her usual food avoidance. and despite trying to coax her about taking some thing, she insisted she was not hungry. anyway, managed to hold on for the whole morning after cleaning and mopping the house off her pee. at about lunchtime, i sat on the sofa and said that it needed some cleaning as it has a strong urine smell. that is when she accused me of being unhappy to have her staying in my place. and since then, she had been crying non-stop...

hmmm... what the fuck am i supposed to do?