aimless

do you ever get into a state sometime or other where you ask yourself where you are heading in life? i do. that is perhaps the kinda mood i get into when my college goes into the year end leave clearing lull period. yes, there are still arrows and there are still work to be done. but somehow, i cannot but feel rather aimless. and naturally, this kinda thoughts about work will naturally extend to life in general... what am i heading towards? what or who am i living for? what can i do next? what should i do now to get what i want next? questions aplenty... yes, yes... the answer is perhaps to chart my life out systematically and work towards the goal/s... but perhaps, to me at this moment, it is easier said than done... somehow, the motivation is just not there. laziness? procrastination? uncertainty? whatever...

just feeling so blah...

aimless...

do you ever feel this way?