Sunday, 1 April 2012

zombie

bee told me today that for reasons unknown, i look really helpless and lifeless these days. he said my face look dull like as though it is covered by a thick dead layer of skin that had robbed it of its life. he said i am badly in need of a facial, but at the same time, asked if it will really liven me up.

he also said that i seemed not motivated to do anything these days. i have no more interest in everything i do, both at work and at home and that i seemed very stressed up and totally helpless. he added that from my behaviour, i seemed to have lost all faith in everything i do and that i am resigned to the fact that i do not have any control over anything in my life, my meals, my personal time, my work, and so on.

to me it sounded, in short, that i looked and behaved like a walking zombie these days.

am i really like that?

perhaps so...

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