again!

for reasons unknown to me, she started to throw tantrums today again... first thing i got from her when i woke up was - "why you slept so late last night!?"... huh?!? since when i slept late? i refused to get drawn into her nonsense. just gave her the facts of what time i slept. let her decide for herself if it was late.

and then it was refusing to eat breakfast, and then insisting in going to the temple, not that i won't bring her, just that even before i can take my breath from marketing, cooking, housework and so on, she was already chasing me to bring her there... very last minute, very rush. no time to rest, no time to take a breather, no time to even get myself mentally prepared for it... and all these happened in the morning. so you can imagine how the rest of the day went. and even as i write this, she is still throwing tantrums and refusing to eat the dinner i cook...

am not sure if u feel tired reading about all these frustrations, but frankly for me, i feel tired writing about it again and again. so you can imagine how tired i feel. well, need to hold back, control, control...

i look forward to the weekdays...