Monday, 3 August 2009

i am happy

i felt very very very happy today. no, it was not becos i left my service. in fact, i had been so numbed about my work since 2005 that i no longer feel anything when i left service. or at least, not to the organisation. or... hmmm, well, perhaps i'll miss the money. heh heh.

anyway, my happiness was the fact that i got closer towards refuge taking and receiving the precepts yesterday. i went for the talk at the temple as part of my prep. although frankly, i was a little disappointed with the talk cos it was a little too simple, i accepted that the venerable was pitching his talk at a really layman's level. after the talk, i made my way to purchase my robes. after that, as i made my way back to the library, i was suddenly overwhelmed by a sense of happiness. a feeling that i cannot really describe. it was just so pure. i broke into a smile, then a laugh and i started running... amazing!

:-)

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