i feel so unmotivated. everything around me seemed so gloomy.
in the recent months, i have been feeling unsettled. unsettled due to issues relating to health, family, myself, my job, my career transition, and so on. and increasingly, i am also finding myself getting stressed up by my work where everything seemed to happen at the same time and everyone seemed to be rushing to get things done. there has also been a strong feeling that there is misalignment of interest between management and us. this was made worst by the fact that there has been no focused communications amidst the high demands from my students, and so on. very unsettling. i have also been distracted by my impending departure from my organisation. i think my work demands daily has somewhat impacted me to be able to start my job hunting. i also think i myself lack the motivation to move things. to start looking for a job, to do stuff to improve myself, to network, la la la. and the current economic environment is certainly not helping...
ok, ok... my writings not very smooth, the flow is bad and possibly incoherent at some point or other. just too lazy to organize my thought and synthesize something more readable. arghhhh, i just feel so unmotivated.
wtf!
in the recent months, i have been feeling unsettled. unsettled due to issues relating to health, family, myself, my job, my career transition, and so on. and increasingly, i am also finding myself getting stressed up by my work where everything seemed to happen at the same time and everyone seemed to be rushing to get things done. there has also been a strong feeling that there is misalignment of interest between management and us. this was made worst by the fact that there has been no focused communications amidst the high demands from my students, and so on. very unsettling. i have also been distracted by my impending departure from my organisation. i think my work demands daily has somewhat impacted me to be able to start my job hunting. i also think i myself lack the motivation to move things. to start looking for a job, to do stuff to improve myself, to network, la la la. and the current economic environment is certainly not helping...
ok, ok... my writings not very smooth, the flow is bad and possibly incoherent at some point or other. just too lazy to organize my thought and synthesize something more readable. arghhhh, i just feel so unmotivated.
wtf!
i might have to do that :-) as i said, i might be ultimately be the main factor in this whole tension of mine... thanks for the suggestion w!
ReplyDeleteThere are just too many changes. You need to calm down and focus.
ReplyDeletethanks aziz. yes, i think i need to...
ReplyDeleterest more, and take things one step at a time. :)
ReplyDeletemaybe, just maybe, you would feel less stressed after vesak, when you could eat some meat!
Thanks Weetz :-)
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