"james kissed me"

seemed like my sleep these nights are all filled with interesting dreams. and last night was no different. i dreamt about james, my ex. we broke up almost 10 years ago. and these days, we hardly contact each other except for occasional smses where he would ask if he could bring our dog out for the day. this occurs no more than 5 times a year - chinese new year, christmas, school semester breaks (twice a year) and the end of the year school holidays. and somehow last night, for some reasons, i dreamt of him.

in the dream, he was hanging on to something. i cannot recall the scene other than the fact that he was holding on to something. and rather precariously too, i must add. so i reached out to help him and he responded. i grab his hand and as he pulled himself towards me, i could feel the tensions (of anticipation). for some reasons, it felt very good to know that he responded to me, considering he had been keeping this very cold distant space between us. our face got closer and eventually, we kissed. the dream ended there.

hmmm...