fuck!

yup, the "fuck" word came out of my big bosses' mouth today. well, it was directed at my staff. but he kept going on about leadership and all and i supposed it was indirectly directed at me. then again, as per all barking dogs, just give them the airtime, let them vent, and things will be fine after all the f-ing. impermanence. non-self. no self-ego. no attachment to face. think of good thoughts. things of positive energies. that was how i went through the day today. in the end, just thick skin walk in to the meeting room, kenah left, right, center, front and back... and then kenah walk into his office, kenah the f, f, f and walk out with a "thank you" still...

life goes on. look on the bright side, i reminded myself. when going for a buttering session, it is always good to go prepared to be buttered really really bad. that way, if the buttering was less than anything expected, you will walk out happy (well, i cannot say the same for sex, hahaha! but well, you get what i mean). yes, i walked out not particularly happy, but i did walk out feeling glad that it had come and gone.

fuck!

hahahahahahahahahaha!