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Sunday, 11 December 2011

life

has no meaning

at this point in time...

thoughts by peace @ 12:17 am

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peace: Singapore; This blog is about me, my thoughts and my life experiences. I am an ISFJ, and enjoys spending time by myself. I am an easy-going person and believes in living life to the fullest. I have my own set of ideals and values. Ideals and values that were shaped by my life experiences. And oh, I am gay too… if that matters.

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1996 - the defining months
1996 - 2000s - coming out, growing up

"i"

meaning of (my) life
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religion & i - part 1
religion & i - part 2
中文 & i
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2010 - start of corporate life
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1987 - signing as a regular in the military

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remembering...

fort road
national stadium
my kampong
geylang serai market

sights & sounds of days passed

here without you
wish on my star
my confession
when u say u love me
mungkin nanti
tender
遺憾
your love is my love
双人相梦
黄昏
真心
i wanna dance with somebody
太想愛妳
沧海一声笑
凡人歌
你怎么舍得我难过
谷村新司昴-すばる
明天會更好
we are the world
掌聲響起
恰似你的溫柔
hiromi iwasaki
you and me against the world
我心爱的小马车
memories of my youth
one summer night
seasons in the sun
beautiful sunday
patches
小宝历险记 (xiao bao li xian ji)
小青蛙 (the little frog)
semoga bahagia
childhood cartoons

songs - coming out years

i love how you love me
哭 (cry)
心有獨鍾
我比誰都清楚
味道
旧梦 (彭佳慧)
值得
如果雲知道
无心伤害

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