love to write?

i love writing... or do i? well, it has become a habit, i must say. but I do admit that my love for writing is limited by my vocab, my inspiration, my motivation and (would you believe this) my writing capacity. and by capacity, i mean, i kinda realize there is a finite volume of things i can write per day. and once i cross this threshold, i will be drained. it doesn't matter if this is about blogging or emailing, once i hit a certain threshold, i am a goner...

that probably explains why when i blog, i seldom reply long emails and vice versa. and sometimes when i get long emails, i almost wanted to cheekily reply the email with a "read my blog". and i do admit, i am not good with small talk nor am i good with asking for details about my friends personal lives. so, i end up being self-indulgent most of the time. and that is not good... so? read my blog? hmmm...

haha... well of cos, i have never done that la. it's superbly discourteous to do that. and so, i would simply kiv my replies and let the topics i have grow before i reply my friends. then again, conversely, i do at times cut my email replies and blog it, much to the chagrin of my friends...

:-)