Sunday, 21 July 2013

depressed mum

picked mum up this morning... she seemed ok. but once she got into the car, she started complaining about my brother. she said he chased her out of the house 2 nights ago, but as it was late at night, she was afraid to leave the house and decided to stay. and she said she had been crying since...

nonetheless, the day seemed ok for her. after picking her from my brother's place, i brought her out for breakfast, bought lots of her favorite stuff. durians, biscuits, ingredients for her favourite chicken and mushrroom soup, roast pork & pig's head meat, etc... then home. and through the day, she kept herself busy watching tv while i cleaned the house and washed the car... she seemed pretty ok. she was cheerful when she ate her dinner. i brought her out for a walk after dinner and bought her her benedictine dom (she's rather happy about it), 

and on our way home, all of a sudden, she turned quiet. i asked her why, and she said she's still upset about how my brother scolded her, and for a moment, she said my dad scolded her... it was as though suddenly her memory got all screwed up again. and then she turned moody and started to look down. i did what i need to do, apart from assuring her that everything is ok, i gave her sleeping tablets. hopefully, it would help calm her down and allow her to sleep without any nightmares. 

it would be a disaster if her delusion is triggered where she would see my grandfather etc. and when that happens, tomorrow will be bad... let's hope for the best. for now, i decided against going for my run. 

hmmm...

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