Thursday, 9 October 2008

unforgiven

brought sapphie to the cafe this afternoon and bumped into james' (my ex) (best) friend dominic. he came up to me, said hi, and made some passing remark about me bringing sapphie there... rather awkward for me. for that very moment, i didn't know how to respond to him. i just muttered `ya, ya... brought sapphie to the cafe'... i was cold, i did not give him much attention, for that matter, i simply ignored him after my few words... i think he sensed his unwelcome and walked away. quietly. i did not even say goodbye to him.

for that very split second, i was rather affected... seemed like the past just descended upon me. very sudden. and very overwhelming. there was also a lot of mixed emotions. just did not know how and where to place the feeling. anyway, once the moment passed, it became clear to me that despite the time lapse of 3 years, i have not been able to forgive him. i have not been able to let my anger go.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Have u ever thot of training your dog to attack?
.....see that wiener there? Bite!
.....who? me? i don't know this dog or who the owner is?

peace said...

ha ha... that's a good one j. but one thing for sure... my dog is too timid to even go near a cat, much less bite a human being!

haha...