i have 2 more days to go before the shock wave treatment.
admittedly, i have been feeling kinda neither here nor there (ambivalent) since i was told i needed to go through the treatment. and with the stone moving about a week plus ago, i started to get a little anxious. and this was becos on one hand, i hope the stone does not come out so that i could go through and experience the procedure; and at the same time, i could use the opportunity of the medical leave to take a good break from work. yet on the other hand, i am hoping that the stone comes out so that i can get on with life. but as of now, and with 2 days to go, this ambivalence has become somewhat of an anxiety. what if the stone decides to come out at the last moments?
i supposed i should just relax and adopt the que sera sera attitude.
haha!
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