chong

bee told me that his ex (the one whom he was with before me) emailed him after all these years and asked him to meet up for a meal. he said it was weird cos they have not kept in contact all these years and it was only recently that they have resumed contacting each other.

well, go ahead, i said. go meet up. have a meal. make friends with him. and will you end up in bed with him? i teased him... heh heh...

i supposed bee was afraid i might get jealous. or that perhaps i would feel insecure. am i worried? hmmm... i wouldn't say no per se. but heck, what's a meal right? let's put it this way, if his heart is here with me, what's there to be worried about? today, it might be chong, tomorrow, it might be another person on the street. there are just so many men out there that could possibly make him change his heart all these years. it's an open world. and it was also very obvious that he has been eyeing other men while we go out. but looking at people is free right? i do too. so what's the issue. as long as his heart is in the right place. and if he thinks he wants to move on for whatever reasons, he is free to do so. i can't stop him. so... on the positive side, if he and chong can be friends again, who knows, perhaps, next time, i can also be friends with chong. and we can look back and laugh about things.

go, i told him. go meet up. perhaps, chong needs a closure. perhaps, he needs to know the real reasons why bee broke off with him. for me, if james wants to meet up for a dinner, i would be most happy.

so...

:-)