dead calotes

omg, just came back from a brisk walk and i felt so guilty. you see, during the walk, i felt something brushed my right calf... i immediately looked down and saw a calotes lizard flipped upside down and started squirming... and then it stopped moving! apparently, the lizard was happily sunning itself on the footpath after a heavy downpour... la la la and then this huge 70plus kg foot of mine suddenly appeared from no where and came crashing onto it! i felt so bad... i stepped and killed a calotes lizard! and there was really nothing i could do about it! argh! and my fear of lizards prevented me from going back and giving it a good burial... today, for reasons unknown, my signs (ba zhi) and that of all reptiles seemed to clash! argh!