it was a pleasant weekend despite all the rush. bs sent me a mail on thur abt his return from korea for his bro's wedding on sat. and i had to readjust all my weekend schedules... well, not much of a schedule in the first place other than having to attend an ex-staff's daughter's wedding dinner on sunday nite. anyway, bs returned on fri night. so, it was a big rush from collin's birthday dinner to the airport, picked bs up and sent him home. didn't feel too easy attending his bro's wedding despite him asking, never felt very comfortable abt weddings, well, u know... the usual questions will be asked. anyway, i felt bad turning down the invite and could sense his disappointment. nonetheless, met up with him and his whole family for sunday lunch followed by doing some shopping with them over the afternoon - a family kinda thing before returning home.
went for my ex-staff's daughter's wedding dinner, passed him the ang-pow and rushed off to sent off bs at the airport. this time round, his return was kinda last minute and was quite a rush. and at the airport, i was pleasantly surprised when he placed his hand on my lap occasionally while we talked - just like old days. it was a very warm feeling. a feeling of male-male bonding. nothing erotic. just warm and pure bliss. and for that moment, i was convinced and very happy that my best friend has seen me beyond my sexuality and accepted me for what i am. you see, we had been best of friends since our army days. he has since moved to the states, got married and sired 2 daughters. i came out to him in 2005, my darkest year in my life thus far when i was outed by my company and had subsequently gone into depression. altho he has accepted it, i couldn't help but felt a kinda gap created. but i guess my fears were unfounded after all.
thank you my dear friend.
went for my ex-staff's daughter's wedding dinner, passed him the ang-pow and rushed off to sent off bs at the airport. this time round, his return was kinda last minute and was quite a rush. and at the airport, i was pleasantly surprised when he placed his hand on my lap occasionally while we talked - just like old days. it was a very warm feeling. a feeling of male-male bonding. nothing erotic. just warm and pure bliss. and for that moment, i was convinced and very happy that my best friend has seen me beyond my sexuality and accepted me for what i am. you see, we had been best of friends since our army days. he has since moved to the states, got married and sired 2 daughters. i came out to him in 2005, my darkest year in my life thus far when i was outed by my company and had subsequently gone into depression. altho he has accepted it, i couldn't help but felt a kinda gap created. but i guess my fears were unfounded after all.
thank you my dear friend.
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