in life, a perform storm is when everything you know, care about, work for, come home to, look forward to, and so on, crash onto you and stresses you out all at the same time... and it does not look like there is light at the end of the never-ending tunnel. that is what i am facing now. frankly, i am beyond stressed. i am so tired and so fucking drained.
i hate to say this, but i am entertaining thoughts of death again...
i need help!
picture from http://www.geography.org.uk/cpdevents/onlinecpd/geographyoffood/theperfectstorm/
Awhhh,I might not be helpful, but please please don't ever do something silly...
ReplyDeletethanks for your note sharks...
ReplyDeletepositive thinking please...i know i wont be able to help much but a fren's prayer will do rite? :) smile k..
ReplyDeletethanks shane. appreciate it.
ReplyDeleteWhen there is literally nothing left for you to hold on to, not even the one you think you still love, your cat, your dog or the cake you promised to bake for dear old mummy, then by all means do it.
ReplyDeleteWhile in some contexts suicide or death seems legitimate, sometimes heroic or even a romantic choice, in real life it is condemned and those who either commit or attempt suicide are perceived as either weak or cowards who flee rather than to face their problems. However this is a largely Western attitude. In Japan, seppuku is perceived as noble and dignified.
To me, death is a choice in life. It still doesn't end after that.
thanks cp. appreciate it.
ReplyDeletetry this stanza
ReplyDeleteEvery phenomena are like
a dream , an illusion , a bubble, and a shadow
like dew and lightning
Thus should you contemplate upon them
thanks wizard. appreciate it.
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