anxiety

i lost my temper with mum last week. this week, sis lost her temper with mum... it's been getting quite often that we are losing our temper with her. i think it is not healthy. yet, she is increasing getting more and more difficult to manage. she often throws her tantrums, complains of all sorts of things, etc. i think she is trying to get attention. she claimed to have gone out of the house herself to the polyclinic when i was at work. her claim freaked me out. and gradually, i begin to observe a certain trend. her out of the world claims and often request to see doctors, or go to temples etc all occurs on sundays.

also, in the past couple of weeks when sis and i took turns to go overseas, i noticed she would go into all sorts of issues (sick, pain, complains, etc) on those days before we depart, as well as on those days just before we return. not too sure how long more we can hold our sanity to look after her. sis is asking me to consider sending her to a day care center to get her mentally engage. will have to seriously consider this now despite her disagreement.

sighs...