Saturday, 28 January 2012

under black magic

mum strongly believed that bee had used black magic spell and cast a spell on me. she believed that this spell is making me surrender all my (so-called) wealth, my house, and all my earnings to him and his mother. also, she believed that i go out of the house routinely to connive with him to harm/ kill her... even when i leave house for a hour for breakfast, she believed i went to meet up with him so as to work out a plan to kill her... and she lamented that all her children are bad and that we all have turned against her. this morning, she said that her whole life was bad, how my (late) dad had tortured her previously and how all her children, me inclusively are now also treating her badly and torturing her.

i had initially wanted to sent her to imh a&e and told my brother about it. he told me i should have done so earlier. also realized from my conversation with him that she had been telling him things that are either not true or that she told me not to tell (eg that my aunt visited her).

gave her a long one-hour run down of all the things all of us did toimpress her how much we had her in our heart, how we had looked after her and that we had her in our heart in all we did. but i don't think any of what i said got into her. she was just that hard headed that we (especially me) are out to get her at this point in time.

i am at my wits end.

called kl, my doctor friend, and he told me told increase her medication to calm her down. initially she refused to take, but after i told her it is her own medication, she finally took. now, she is totally avoiding me, not eating anything other than her white porridge. if this continue, i would really have no choice but to call the imh a&e. it would be in her best interest.

sighs...

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