arghhh...

just when i think i am managing things well, i lost it again today.

went for my chiro after my work, had dinner and rushed home to keep her company. and her black face and suspicions featured again big time. who did you go out with, where did you go to, la di da... non-stop. all these despite me calling her a few times telling her where i was, what i did, through the evening. and still i got her black face and side-looking eye. i had to spend the whole evening cajoling her, explaining, and re-explaining to her about what i did etc. and when i finally i told her i would be heading out for my nightly routine stretches after the 9pm show. she started her whole business of warning me about mixing with bad company etc. that made me lose my temper...

wtf! damned!

and no, please do not comment on this post. i do not need anyone to tell me to wake up my idea or along that line. let me vent for goodness sake.