i visited the doctor this morning after breakfast. and it was a long wait for my turn. during the wait, i had the chance to read through all the different brochures on display. there were brochures related to erectile dysfunction, testosterone injections, sugar control for diabetic patients, etc etc etc... i went through them all. one by one. i had a lot of time after all.
when i looked through the one on testosterone injections, i almost fell off my chair. everything that was described as symptoms of testosterone deficiency, i have. hahahahaha... feeling uninterested in things, checked. feeling tired all the time, checked. difficulty falling asleep at nights, checked. waking up early, feeling tired through the day, checked. grumpy and grouchy and gets irritated easily over small things, checked. general body aches, checked. feeling lazy and not wanting to exercise, checked. lessening frequency and intensity of morning erections, errr... have not really paid much attention down there in the morning, but well, perhaps not so intense... ok, ok, checked. hahaha... and the list went on.
i passed the list to bee to take a look and damned it! he started reading it out loud and started laughing. i had to quickly tell him not to read it out. and even then, he went hmmmm, nod head, hmmmm, nod head and giggled along the way. sighs... but well, whether it is real or not, it doesn't matter to me. after all, at 45yrs old, i cannot expect myself to be on the same health-level as a young 20-plus year old stud. as long as i am still functioning well, have my basic needs met, i am happy...
:-)
ps: and oh, i visited the doctor as i felt a little warm and woke up with a terrible pain at my throat. it was not the normal sore throat kinda feeling. for the whole night, it felt like someone was strangling me and the strangling was firm and taut. thinking back, last night, i couldn't even yawn cos the pain in the throat (through the whole neck, ok, deep inside the throat) was very uncomfortable. and on top of that, i kept sneezing non-stop, have highly irritable throat that made me cough violently non-stop and my whole body ached like crazy! one word - flu. sighs...
when i looked through the one on testosterone injections, i almost fell off my chair. everything that was described as symptoms of testosterone deficiency, i have. hahahahaha... feeling uninterested in things, checked. feeling tired all the time, checked. difficulty falling asleep at nights, checked. waking up early, feeling tired through the day, checked. grumpy and grouchy and gets irritated easily over small things, checked. general body aches, checked. feeling lazy and not wanting to exercise, checked. lessening frequency and intensity of morning erections, errr... have not really paid much attention down there in the morning, but well, perhaps not so intense... ok, ok, checked. hahaha... and the list went on.
i passed the list to bee to take a look and damned it! he started reading it out loud and started laughing. i had to quickly tell him not to read it out. and even then, he went hmmmm, nod head, hmmmm, nod head and giggled along the way. sighs... but well, whether it is real or not, it doesn't matter to me. after all, at 45yrs old, i cannot expect myself to be on the same health-level as a young 20-plus year old stud. as long as i am still functioning well, have my basic needs met, i am happy...
:-)
ps: and oh, i visited the doctor as i felt a little warm and woke up with a terrible pain at my throat. it was not the normal sore throat kinda feeling. for the whole night, it felt like someone was strangling me and the strangling was firm and taut. thinking back, last night, i couldn't even yawn cos the pain in the throat (through the whole neck, ok, deep inside the throat) was very uncomfortable. and on top of that, i kept sneezing non-stop, have highly irritable throat that made me cough violently non-stop and my whole body ached like crazy! one word - flu. sighs...
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