lately, i have been feeling very unsettled. cannot really pinpoint where the issues are or what the issues are. but all i know is that work is stressful, people are not co-operative, everyone is selfish, and there is no motivation for me to work. i also felt i am being underpaid. the idea of changing job did cross my mind although rationally i told myself i need to hold on for 2 years at least to build up my credibility and my resume. and thinking about this, i began to also get calculative and start to feel irritated about money issues. sighs... personal-front, there is the issue of being bored and feeling alone. and the fact that bee is frequently working late and involved in his office's many off-office hours gatherings does not help.
as of now, the mind is disturbed and agitated and the heart is restless. is this what some people described as mid-life crisis?
i think i need to do something about it.
as of now, the mind is disturbed and agitated and the heart is restless. is this what some people described as mid-life crisis?
i think i need to do something about it.
sorry for not able to spend more time together.... :(
ReplyDeleteaiyoh... due to work... understand la...
ReplyDeletewelcome to the club....i sometime feel like going into early retirement but then i would need a richer sugar daddy. ;)
ReplyDeleteAnyway....Both of u are in the career developing stage & it's inevitable that 24h/day are just not enou.
....the thing is to spend quality together and to appreciate each other's precious limited time. do things together.... i mean OTHER things!
hmmm... issue is we have been doing a lot more other things lor... heh heh...
ReplyDeleteOK... go get the testosterone jabs. It's supposed to help move u out of the midlife crisis feeling.
ReplyDeleteheh heh... perhaps i should perhaps i should! heh heh...
ReplyDeleteWhat's the other things?
ReplyDeleteother things as in things other than THAT :-P
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