found myself observing and following his life from afar.through his msn intro, through his blog, through his fridae account, through his friends, whatever source of info that i can get.still, i am concerned about him and his well-being. but, i am not able to tell him nor is it convenient to do so.
kind of weird... but i guess i have no choice.
for the time-being, till we both start to feel comfortable enough to face each other and talk about our lives, i have to watch from afar.
hope he enjoys his bangkok trip.
(well, again it's kinda mixed feeling for me to know that he is going bkk. cos when we were together, he swore blind he would not go there. to him, bkk was a dirty and polluted place... also, i wonder who he is going with)
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reading this post makes me sad... been there, done that.
hey,
have to move on no matter wat... i guess this is the weaning off process that we have to go thru after a relationship...
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