On one hand, there are many suggestions of how we could spend the months ahead and tentative plans for these programmes, yet, at the back of my head, there is a very high degree of uncertainties. Of insecurities... are these for real?
The immediate few weeks already seemed so hazy and difficult for me... what more a couple of months down the line... uncertain of where I'd be transferred to now that I've been outed, uncertain of my the implications on my career future, fact that my mum will be going for her angioplasty next week, etc etc etc... kinda overwhelming, haiz...
Reflecting, my past couple of months had been rather crazy and stressful. Am just hoping for things to be smoother for me. But well, will just have to leave it to whatever comes my way... frankly, feeling kinda resigned now...
The immediate few weeks already seemed so hazy and difficult for me... what more a couple of months down the line... uncertain of where I'd be transferred to now that I've been outed, uncertain of my the implications on my career future, fact that my mum will be going for her angioplasty next week, etc etc etc... kinda overwhelming, haiz...
Reflecting, my past couple of months had been rather crazy and stressful. Am just hoping for things to be smoother for me. But well, will just have to leave it to whatever comes my way... frankly, feeling kinda resigned now...
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