as i update my family and close friends about sapphie's passing, manage my niece and nephew, and at the same time oversee the cremation arrangements, i was grieving.
there was absolutely nothing i could do as i was in hong kong. the weather didn't co-operate too as it kept raining. as a result, i was cooped in my hotel room most of the time, apart from meal times. the thing is, once i get alone, i would look at the photos and i end up crying. and that was what happened over the 2 to 3 days of sapphie's passing. and i grieved as i give instructions over how the arrangements for the cremation should be done, and kept watch as it happened.
frankly, i felt rather dazed over the few days and was in no mood nor presence of mind to do anything. for mealtimes, i ended up walking around aimlessly at shopping centers, looking for a quick lunch but most importantly, for free wifi so that i could log in to my mobile and catch up with what's happening back home; and at the same time, do some work (which continued to pile even though i was overseas, supposedly on holiday).
it certainly wasn't too glam to cry and tear in public. but that was what happened. thinking back, it was kinda depressing. hahaha... almost like a movie.
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