weekends

somehow, these days, i find myself not looking forward to weekdays. i find myself getting into this half a heart feeling on sunday evenings. i supposed it is similar to those nsfs book in feeling that many spoke about (and that i have never experienced before).

perhaps this is a case of heart is not at work. frankly, i am finding myself looking for excuses to not go to work. should i report sick? should i "ponteng"? should i take leave? should i... i just don't feel motivated at all!

hmmm... damned! tomorrow is monday again!

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