no mood to start work

after these past weeks of cleaning, new year activities la la la... i am finding it hard to start work. well, ok, ok not work as in work per se. but rather, work as in looking for a job and doing my online search for jobs. just no motivation. in fact, i was still in a lazy mood. hmmm, perhaps i have been in a lazy mood all along. if i recall what i read somewhere correctly, i have displayed all the symptoms of someone in denial and in depression - signs of being listless, surfs the internet, checks facebooks, plays computer games, etc and doing all sorts of things other than what one should be doing! ie, looking for job! heh heh...

:-)

anyway, i'm gonna meet up with the consultant management people to discuss the way forward for my job hunt/ their marketing of my resume. and i am supposed to share with them my research on the mncs that i would like to work for... but haha... i am totally not prepared to show them my list. did not even do any proper research on it! how? how? it's so not me to walk into any meeting unprepared!

may be this will be my first time.

heh heh...

ps: i got an email today from them telling me that they have sent out my resume and one company is already looking at it. hmmm... sounds too good to be true. whatever the case is, wish me luck!