Things seemed to be turning for the better. Mum's gone through her angioplasty. No vessel blockages. To be confirmed tomorrow with another scan and hopefully things turn out good.
Brother has kept away from the rest of the family and have in a way, also kept Dad under `house arrest'. Spot-checking on him to make sure he does not go out, that he does not visit my mum, that he does not visit my sisters, etc. On the other hand, this may not be a bad thing at all cos my dad is really old and it would be a terrible thing if anything were to happen to him when he is outside.
As for my him, things have been very tense. All becos I felt he has not really been fair to me viz a viz his bf. Been trying very hard not to sms or call him. This was made worst with IOC cos he has been assisting in the whole event and has been staying on site all these times when IOC is on. With IOC ending, he should be relatively freer. Today, he called me twice to comfort me and to assure me my mum will be fine. Very happy and very nice of him. Cerainly helped me a lot in my otherwise very stressful day, made worst by my missing him and yearning to hear his voice.
Met up wtih my first crush yesterday. Although we have been constantly in contact, this was the first time we really spent some time together having dinner chatting and catching up. Been 8 years and he finally understood what I went through during that period. He also finally admitted that he fell for me then but did not dare tell me nor was he certain if he should proceed further with me as he felt I was hiding something from him. Fact was that I was not sure how to behave as I had just came out then. To a certain extend, it seemed like a chance lost for both of us at that time due to a lack of communication and also due to my inability to come to terms with my own self. But well, all said and done, we are now very good friends and I am glad things turned out the way it did.
Work-wise, things are still in a limbo. My replacement will be in within the next 2 weeks and I am still uncertain of where I will be transferred to. The wait seemed to be forever and there seemed to be no clarity of things for me at this point in time. So, for now, aimless and have to just focus on my tasks at hand.
The coming few days will be interesting for I have made a deliberate effort to go dinner with my other friends. Felt I need to give myself a break from my partner and him and should catch up with my own life.
:)
Brother has kept away from the rest of the family and have in a way, also kept Dad under `house arrest'. Spot-checking on him to make sure he does not go out, that he does not visit my mum, that he does not visit my sisters, etc. On the other hand, this may not be a bad thing at all cos my dad is really old and it would be a terrible thing if anything were to happen to him when he is outside.
As for my him, things have been very tense. All becos I felt he has not really been fair to me viz a viz his bf. Been trying very hard not to sms or call him. This was made worst with IOC cos he has been assisting in the whole event and has been staying on site all these times when IOC is on. With IOC ending, he should be relatively freer. Today, he called me twice to comfort me and to assure me my mum will be fine. Very happy and very nice of him. Cerainly helped me a lot in my otherwise very stressful day, made worst by my missing him and yearning to hear his voice.
Met up wtih my first crush yesterday. Although we have been constantly in contact, this was the first time we really spent some time together having dinner chatting and catching up. Been 8 years and he finally understood what I went through during that period. He also finally admitted that he fell for me then but did not dare tell me nor was he certain if he should proceed further with me as he felt I was hiding something from him. Fact was that I was not sure how to behave as I had just came out then. To a certain extend, it seemed like a chance lost for both of us at that time due to a lack of communication and also due to my inability to come to terms with my own self. But well, all said and done, we are now very good friends and I am glad things turned out the way it did.
Work-wise, things are still in a limbo. My replacement will be in within the next 2 weeks and I am still uncertain of where I will be transferred to. The wait seemed to be forever and there seemed to be no clarity of things for me at this point in time. So, for now, aimless and have to just focus on my tasks at hand.
The coming few days will be interesting for I have made a deliberate effort to go dinner with my other friends. Felt I need to give myself a break from my partner and him and should catch up with my own life.
:)
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