Of late, I noticed:
- I am highly irritable and impatient
- I get pissed off with people and things around me
- I have mood swings
- I am often misunderstood
- I feel depressed
- I don't feel like doing anything
- I am losing control of things
- I feel helpless
- I feel trapped
- I want to go overseas badly
- I don't enjoy my life
- I feel that life has no meaning and purpose
- I don't want to talk
- I want company, yet
- I want to be alone in my own thoughts
- I want attention and people to pamper me
- I feel overwhelmed by and under-supported at work
- ...
Ok, just venting... hoping for this phase to pass... too consumed by the “I”s. Not good. Perhaps, I am just burned out and I need a very very very long break - a break away from Singapore and with people I want to be with.
Same here.
ReplyDeleteNow distracting myself reading about you.
Now back to pushing paper....
Hang in there: this too, shall pass.
Oh no, you’ll get lagi more depressed reading my blog! Pushing papers and distracting yourself is good!
ReplyDeleteJiayou Dazzah!
Jeffrey
go light a lamp for ah ma and tell her your problems
ReplyDeleteHey! Been a while! Hope you have been well!
ReplyDeleteYou need a hug
ReplyDeleteharry
Yes, now that you mention..., I NEED a HUG!!!
ReplyDelete:-)
Mid life crisis? Come come I give you a tight hug.....
ReplyDeleteMid-life crisis? Nah... way passed that.... more like either burned out or depressed.
ReplyDelete:-)