Wednesday, 20 July 2005

Feeling Relieved

Been roller coastering emotionally over the last couple of days while coming to terms with him and his inability to break off from his other despite his other telling him of his wedding plans.

Nonetheless, we finally decided that we'll hold each other's hand tight and go thru this roller coaster ride together. On the other hand, finally found the courage to come out to a very dear friend of mine. Been the best of friends for the last 19 years and for a short while, everybody thought we were partners back in 1986. He has since migrated to States. Then again, he is straight and now has a wife and 2 kids.

Wrote him an email and came out to him last Friday. He did not reply until today. For a while, I thought I had lost a special friend. His words in his email reads - "Our friendship will always be the same whatever your personal choice may be."

I feel so relieved.

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