Tony (my Bee's ex) has gone Beijing to work since a couple of months back.
It was with great apprehensions when I started to send Fridae hearts to him since he scolded me (and I understand his doing so). And when I got returned hearts from him, I was elated. I thought he has slowly come to accept me and that I now have a chance to get to know him eventually as a friend.
In fact, I began to look forward to receiving hearts from him and it has also become quite a (obsessive) habit of mine to look out for his returned hearts in my heart box and yahoo mails. I also often wondered if the hearts I send reached him or whether the hearts he returned got bumped out of my heartbox as my heartbox has limited capacity (cos I am no longer a Perk member).
Then today, I recieved a mail from him telling me that I am causing him un-peace/ distress by sending him hearts and asked that I stopped doing so. Well, I guess he will never believe me if I were to tell him that my doing so was with good intentions and sincere wish to know him. Also, I was hoping that by doing so, it would ameliorate any hurt that I have caused him previously. Whatever the case, I guess I will have to let go of him and my hope of ever getting to know him as a friend.
I wish him Peace and Love.
It was with great apprehensions when I started to send Fridae hearts to him since he scolded me (and I understand his doing so). And when I got returned hearts from him, I was elated. I thought he has slowly come to accept me and that I now have a chance to get to know him eventually as a friend.
In fact, I began to look forward to receiving hearts from him and it has also become quite a (obsessive) habit of mine to look out for his returned hearts in my heart box and yahoo mails. I also often wondered if the hearts I send reached him or whether the hearts he returned got bumped out of my heartbox as my heartbox has limited capacity (cos I am no longer a Perk member).
Then today, I recieved a mail from him telling me that I am causing him un-peace/ distress by sending him hearts and asked that I stopped doing so. Well, I guess he will never believe me if I were to tell him that my doing so was with good intentions and sincere wish to know him. Also, I was hoping that by doing so, it would ameliorate any hurt that I have caused him previously. Whatever the case, I guess I will have to let go of him and my hope of ever getting to know him as a friend.
I wish him Peace and Love.
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